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Friday 30 December 2011

TGIF...*wink!!!!

alhamdulillah...thanks GOD it friday...n i'm still alive..:-)

pejam celik pejam celik (*nsb bek still celik lagi ngeeee) lg 2 hari jek nk masuk tahun 2012...fuhhhhhh!!!
tahun makin berganjak umur makin meningkat...sooooooooo soalan wajib akan ditanya setiap kali cousin2 ke mak2 sedara or sape2 sajek yg tgk muke aku..n soalan nye berbunyi begini ye anak2..""""bila nk kawin????"""haaaa besh kan soalan tue??ngeeeee n dengan muke selamba aku akan menjawab bulan da ada tp tahun x de lagi hahahaha da prepare awal2 okay jawapan kepada soalan2 tersebut..hehehe

yela mane taknye tahun depan jek cousin2 aku da booked tarikh dieorang kawen okay..awal2 lagi aku da tulis dalam kalendar aku hehehe next year jek 3 orang nek pelamin..aku nek gak pelamen tapi pelamin dieorang jela tumpang bergambar muahahahah nek jugak pelamin kan??hehehe

nnti la belum terpikir lagi..bnyak benda nk kene settle kan dulu..aku pn x betul lagi cmne nk jadik bini orang aduiiiii risau2 huhuhuhu once semua da okay...semua da setle..barulah boleh kegarisan sedia kawennnnnnn..hahahah insyaAllah aminnn..:-)

bukan ape aku risau kan kehidupan lepas kawen tue nanti..time kawen mmg la banyak nk pakai duit (*even ada duit hantaran mane cukup ngeeee mate $$$$$ betul ko eh ngeeee) tp yg lepas kawen lagi banyak nk pakai duit cik bedah oiiii...nk beli tula ni la ade je la..so preparation aku more 2 kehidupan lepas kawen..hehehe kalau ikut x ready sampai ke tua mmg x ready2 nye hehe nnti la bile sampai seru maka akan ku jemput semua penduduk2 kampung pening lalat sekalian ye hahahaha

n arinie sebenarnye da x sabar nk balik kg da nie..badan kt opis kepala otak kt highway da (erkkkkk ingat penanggal ke??) sabar ye nnti kul 5 boleh balik da..terima kasih cikgu hehehe n dia pn da gerak da..lame gak die x balik kg, asyik game jek every weekend..nsb bek pandai nk balik kg arinie kalau x mmg aku gune kuase veto aku nie ha..kuase bebel aku yg die pn blh ckp "tgk nie ha da kuar nanah da telinga saya nie haaa.." hehehe tula peel die, pntg aku bebel ckit pandai la die tune kelain bagi muke aku yg mcm singa nie bertukar menjadi para para sakura muahahahaha (*gedik ayam!!!) xpela kdg2 tue perlu kuase "bebel" tue..untuk kebaikan bukan untuk kesedihan..:-)

okay nk menyetelkan segala datuk nenek keje atas meja nie sebelum nk balik kg..wooooo ooooo balik kampung hati girang ngeeeee next week lak mak bidan UKK, puan aida nurfitri nk bercuti kan..anak die da stat sekolah..besar da anak die..so awal2 tahun mmg la ramai yg bercuti sebab anak stat nek skola kan..agak2 la kan kalau aku pn apply cuti dgn reason anak nk nek skola mau makan pelempang agak nye hahaha

daaaaaa~~~~


***tadi dengar lagu nieee..tibe2 sedih..mintak jauh la..huhuhu alwaz pray hope we'r meant to be together..amin..:-)

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Ku mencintamu disepanjang waktuku
Harus slalu kau tahu
Semua abadi untuk slamanya

Karena ku yakin cinta dalam hatiku
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Hanya dirimu satu yang slalu ku rindu

Jika memang diriku bukanlah menjadi pilihan hatimu...


***tapi kalau lagu nie xpe..dengar tiap2 mase pn xpe..sebab musababnye adalah...*wink..aminnn..:-))))

 praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say
Chorus:
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say
*Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

Wednesday 28 December 2011

strength....

GOD..give me strength..i really need it..

huuuuuu...pagi2 da wat entry sedih kn..actually aku mmg sedih..serba salah..serba x kene..serba serbi laaa..huhuhu keje yg menanti x sentuh2 lagi, tp mood da swing2 daaaa..nape ngan ko nie?buang tebiat ke pagi2 nie, huhuhuhu choiiii!!!

x la..ntah la makin nk masuk tahun baru nie makin rase sedih pn ade..excited pn ade..yela bukan sedih ape pn..tahun baru..buku baru..life baru..impian baru..semua nye yg baru..tp sedar x yg semua impian tahun nie tercapai ke x??yup x semua yg tercapai..bagi aku tahun nie tahun yg banyak sangat dugaan nye..yela beginning of the year semuanye sangat epy..n till now still like dat..amin..

mum's alwaz remind me..anything happen jgn melawan..biar kite menangis jangan kite melawan..Tuhan duga kite sebab Dia sayang kite..Dia nk kite kuat tabah tempuh nie semua..thanks for dat mum..tp siyes aku tersangat x kuat..kadang2 tue rase nk mengalah jugak tp aku syukur sebab aku still kuat tempuh nie sma even aku sendiri x tau ape endingnye..dan aku hanya mmpu berdoa dan terus berdoa agar penghujungnya adalah kebahagiaan buat kami..

yeeee org tgk aku mmg aku nie senyum gelak gelak epy epy suka ati semua la hehehehe tp dalam ati aku dalam kepala otak aku nie mcm2 ade, mcm2 proses sedang dijalnkan..da mcm mesin kt kilang tue ha..berjalan berjalan dan terus berjalan untuk produce output..cume time tdo jela kot baru otak aku blh nk rest no overtime untuk cik otak..ngeeeee

bgn pagi jek mula la stat balik proses penyejatan penye penye penye laen la..huhuhu xpe wat ever happen life must go on..if we'r meant to be together insyaAllah it will be..sabar doa..hanya pada DIA kita mampu berdoa dan hanya DIA yang tau segala galanya yang terbaik untuk kita..kita da tempuh macam2 dugaan tahun nie..kite x kuat..due2 x kuat..tp akhirnya due2 kuat..n he still b by my side even many things happen..it so hard..very2 hard..n its really hurt..really2 hurt..but we still can face all the hardest things together..thanks for every single things..just pray n pray hope in one day we'll be together like adam n hawa..insyaAllah..aminnn..

Tuesday 20 December 2011

yeah!!!i'm back!!

yeah!!!setelah sekian lame aku bercuti (*erkkk lame ke??) meninggalkan opis dari kejauhan nieee..akhirnye aku kembali memulakan tugas..huhuhuhu first day siyes mmg aku blur wei yela otak da lame rest x pkir langsung pasl keje opis, tup tup masuk opis jek hamik ko melambak lambak yg menunggu plus ngan mak bidan UKK, puan aida nurfitri lak g mengkursuskan diri kt pd..aduiiiiii hilang nyawa sat hahahahaha

so cm biase aku mengcoolkan diri ecehhhh ngeeeee time sesi menyerah tugas confident jek muke aku tp dalam ati Tuhan je la yg tau cmne pkiran aku melayang2 mcm2 benda duk pkir huhuhu yela bukan pasal keje je, pasal aku lagi nk pkir..huhuhu

okay just nk mengomel seminggu aku cuti aku hilang kemane ngeeee ari sabtu (10122011) aku ade event MKII kt tambun..so setle event esoknye aku drive g manjung which my fmly is there waiting for me hehe actly cousin aku pny wedding dat day...so pas wedding tue hbis plannye nk stay lagi kt manjung tp cm biase la otak kami kn suke last minit nye plan..ptg tue gak shoot ke penang tanpa membooking or mengecek keavailablelan hotel yg ade time2 cuti nie ha huhuhuhu so sampai penang around 6.30 ujan yang turun bagaikan mutiara mmg lebat huhuhu n plg besh bile sma hotel termasuk yag mahal dan murah full booked..amik ko huhuhu last2 kami dapat gak la cek in kt hotel kt gurney..tp masing2 punye muke mmg x bley bla laaa..semalam jek da lesap 999 hinggit..padan muke huhuhu tp cucu punye pasal nenek ngan atuk lgsung x kesah ngeeeeee thanks mum n dad hehehe 2 hari gak kami kt citu but 2nd nite only charges 489 hinggit sahaje hehehe

hari ketiga plannye nk ke perlis tp disebabkan cuaca yg tidak mengizinkan kami ke bukit merah..sampai bukit merah mmg da ptg so mmg x sempat nk masuk waterpark..so petang tue mum again treat me spa n steam bath ngeeeee while others berendam jek kejenye kt pool hehehehe malam tue kami ke theme park and berjimba jimba hehe n first time dalam idup aku makan sate rusa..tp siyes mmg sangat besh..

esok paginye kami ke water park till tengahari then siap2 check out terus menyinggah ke zoo taiping hehehe
abah cakap dulu abah attach kt kem taiping so da lame die x ke taiping tue yg g zoo so bley la abah terkenang tempat lame die hehehe

otw back plannye nak naek ke cameron lak tp again ujan yg turun x henti henti diiringi kilat sabung menyabung so sangat tidak selamat untuk kami mendaki ke cameron..huhuhu xpela daddy said next trip k anak2 cucu2 hehehe wokey noted dat hehehe luv u dad..

by thursday da ade kt umah da mmg sma flat tido x ingat dunie da heheheee ari jumaat pagi bekfest kt muo makan sate lagi..mum's n dad's pny plan so kami follow jek..so petang jumaat lak aku shoot ke subang amik member aku then trus ke bidor lak..coz malam tue member time aku study dulu nikah..nikah da member aku..as mum ask, awak bile lagi?asyik g wedding member je?then blurrrr..............ngeeeeeeeee nntila mlas nk pkir sangat, ade jodoh ade la x kemane yg penting betulkan ape yg perlu dibetulkan dulu..pray for dat..amin..:-)

setle majlis petang sabtu tue gak aku balik ke putrajya..penat jgn ckp la mmg x ingat penat nye huhuhu ari ahad tue jek kul bape aku bgn tdo melampau btl anak dare nie tau ngeeeee bukan ape nk tune kt mood untuk masuk opis ke esokan arinye....huhuhuh

19122011 - masuk opis dengn demam...so lagi la swing2 mood aku huhuhuh xpela bkn slalu nk dapat cuti kan hehehehehe actly kalau x mmg aku sambung cuti lagi for this week..our family trip to beijing tapi disebabkan masalah teknikal yg x dapat dielakkan..terpaksa di postponed kan ke next year..bulan bape x tentu lagi, coz abah demam n batuk2 so dad comes first..:-) so all the preparation standby untuk next year lak (lagi bape ari je lg nk masuk tahun baru kot ngeeee)

but the most important things is....Jun 2012...fly to brisbaneeeeee.... here i comeeeee ngeeeeeeeee

Thursday 8 December 2011

TGIF...

salam...

akhirnye da jumaat!!!lame gak rasenye aku x menghupdate blog aku yg x seberapa nie..alaaa x de orang nk bace pn blog ko kan so x update pn xpe (*kata hati) ngeeeeee

okay nie last entry aku b4 aku bercuti panjang for next week...x da ape yg nk cakap sangat pn just nk share the happiness n sadness last 2 weeks yg aku x menghupdate ini blog..

HE test us again and again...sometimes when we'r in happiness times, sadness come suddenly..pape pn alhamdulillah walau cmne teruk pn masalah kami, kami still together..go through this problem together even we'r in hurt..last week our brainstorming session (*yekot) so definitely la cik mate aku nie yg jadik mangsa keadaan kan, cian cik mate sorry dear..sembab ko.. GOD..give me strength..give US strength to face all this..i'm really need it..coz i know i'm not really strong to face all dat, but when HE test me..test us..i become strong to face all this..alhamdulillah amin..thanks GOD for this happiness and sadness..aku redha..

mereka berkata-kata dan terus berkata-kata..biarkan mereka..biarkan mereka dengan dunia mereka dan aku dengan dunia aku..honestly to says i exactly didn't know the ending of our story..our relationships..ape yg aku n kami boleh lakukan hanya berdoa n still berdoa for the happiest ending for us..even we'v promise not to put any hoping..but till now kami still can go through our sadness n happiness together coz the most important things is our HEART..

mmg berat tul dugaan kami pada tahun nie even sepanjang bermulanya tahun 2011 kami sangat sangat sangat epy..bahagia..sentiase tersenyum..pantang nmpak muke ckit snyum lebar terus..he make my day n i make his day..selalu xcited jek nk sampai ofis pagi (*gedik ayam tul) hehehe n since begin 2011..8426's msg yg berjaye kami wat collection..8426 okay..gile ke ape nk simpan msg banyak cmtue mau x hang tepon ko?tidaakkkk tepon saya tidakkk hang okay hehehe

but HE test us..dugaan demi dugaan..xpe insyaAllah aku redha n insyaAllah kami redha..ape yg penting kami kene kuat, kuat dan kuat insyaAllah..my pray wif u..be strong..jangan sedih2 buang mase nk sedih2 n nk sedih pn x da gunenye menangis sampai macam mane pn x kan mampu settlekan ape2..n honestly to say air mate aku pn da kering nk menangis dan terus menangis..even di saat aku mengexercisekan jari jari aku nie pn air mate aku still bercucuran titisan demi titisan aku membazirkan air mate aku..xpe air mate aku nie bukan air mate sebab aku sedih tp air mate kesyukuran sebab aku syukur sangat2 aku masih diberi kekuatan untuk menempuh segala dugaan dari DIA YANG MAHA ESA..sebab hanya DIA yang tau ape yang terbaik untuk kami..mayb ade hikmah di sebalik setiap dugaan yang DIA berikan..kebaikan kebahagiaan atau sebaliknye..kami hanya mampu berdoa dan terus berdoa..GOD give me strength to face all this..we really need it..


"Someone Like You"
I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."